I am a kind, ever-smiling person and I am always there for my friends and family. I follow a routine that includes working out, eating healthy, treating myself, journaling and working on projects that reflect my purpose. I feel great every morning and I never run late for anything. I take myself out on coffee & dessert dates and watch the sunset from my terrace from time to time.
No. No. And no.
That’s a version of me in my head that I hope to be someday, but it’s too much like a movie. The truth is, I find it tiring to smile all the time, even when I really want to; I’d rather save it for some other moment, which doesn’t make sense. I work out 15 days in a month, that’s a minimum with the maximum not to far away at 18 or 20 days. I haven’t ever followed a diet, but I am moderately healthy. I feel guilty at the thought of eating by myself somewhere, so taking myself out on a date is not an option yet. I aspire to be a morning person, but I am not doing so bad for now. Let’s not talk about time though; I hate that I am late for so many things and I hate that I don’t push myself enough to fix it. And to top it all off, I have watched the sunset from my terrace twice in the past six months. Yay.
How is it that I can have a version so clearly defined in my mind that I can’t seem to manifest? Perhaps, I can’t manifest it yet. That being said, I cut myself way too much slack.
Are you the version of yourself you want to be?
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I am all about the little things in life!